Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Be Ware

I think most of those who know me will say that I have a very even temper. And that’s true. I don’t get annoyed over annoying matters easily. And I rarely get angry over things that are sure to rile most people.

But when I came to the office the other morning and found a notice from Ministry of Finance on my table I was really upset. And angry. We’re not supposed to get a notice! Fortunately, the damning letter wasn’t addressed to our Minister!

So I talked to one of my heads of division in charge of the matter to clarify what was that all about. I didn’t raise my voice. I didn’t use harsh words. And I think I didn’t even look angry.

But late that afternoon one of the heads in our underbow organisation came to my room with his staff to explain.

To be honest I was quite surprised when I saw him coming to explain the matter himself. I have no idea what was said to him when he was called. But seeing that he came all the way to see me he must be told that I was quite angry over the matter.

I felt so bad after that. I learnt my lesson. I’ll be more careful in expressing things in the future. And to have a better understanding of the consequences of my words. That there are many people who are not directly under me (our Ministry) but are accountable to us...

Wednesday, July 7, 2010


I always wonder why time flies so fast.

But when the schedule has become impossibly tight it’s normal for me not to know the day and the date and just function on auto mode only to be awaken in the next new month or new year.

But to be losing touch with the date and day just because I’m so obsessed with a drama.....that’s never happened before. I know I’m addicted to Coffee House (that’s the culprit that has brought me to this stage) but to be this obsessed that I’m losing control of the reality......

I was wishing that the days could fly to the next Monday (that’s the day the next episode would be on air) with all speed and that’s why I thought today is already Friday (the day we could forsake our uniform).

So, when I saw one of my staff right when I got out of my car wearing her uniform I still didn’t realise my mistake and just wondered why did she love it that much?

Once I arrived on our floor and I saw that every body else is also wearing their uniform......

I have it bad, really bad.

Coffe House has better deliver and be the best Kdrama ever!