Sometimes you find someone to be
incredibly attractive without really knowing why. In my case that someones are
Joo Sang Wook and Dean Fujioka Tatsuo.
Joo Sang Wook is a good looking man, but
that’s not why I’m so into him. There are many other good
looking actors that I don’t find nearly as appealing as he is.
In Dean Fujioka Tatsuo’s case, it’s even more incomprehensible. Unlike Joo
Sang Wook who I think is good looking, I don’t even find Dean that handsome at all. But, how he makes my blood
sings everytime he shows up on the screen.
In Just You I’m fully on Dean’s ship.
I can see how Just You pictures him as
the most beautiful man God ever created. He totally wows me. I’m completely besotted. I’m so with those women who drool over him
and swoon at his feet.
But even in my drunken state I wonder
why I feel this way.
It’s like there’s no connection between my eyes, my
brain, and my heart. My eyes: ‘My God! How could a man be this perfect!’, my brain: ‘Perfect?! You don’t even like his eyes and eye brows!’ and my heart: ‘I love you. Love you. Love you.’
How I wish Liang Liang could see this
wonderful perfect guy and chooses him instead. Sigh. Another case of second
lead syndrome which rarely inflicts me. But when I have it. I have it bad.
Love you Dean.
